Was feeling alright this morning. Going to work as usual, except that me & my colleague will be taking cab to work at Clementi (cos the driver is on MC).

Train was packed as usual, with people squeezing here and there. When i board the train, my cramp started to kick in. As the seconds ticked by, i felt more and more nauseous. I feel like vomitting. When I was at Jurong East heading towards Clementi, my whole body turned icy cold. I can literally feel like i was 'freezing-out', turned all cold & my whole body was sweating. As i have experience such things before, i know the next thing would be black-out in my eyes.

I prayed.

I thank God that i only nEarly going to faint. By the time i reached Clementi, i was already seeing stars... black-spots from white-spots... the sign of going to become totally bLackout soon. I thank God that the chair was right outside my train cabin. If not, i think i will just faint there.

Praise God, my body adjusted back to normal quickly. I called my colleague, who was already waiting for me at the taxi stand, told her my situation and asked her to go 1st.

After resting awhile, i went to take taxi home. Went to see doctor and take some pills & MC.

So here i am at home. Just took my nap. Going to study now. *yAwnz* Need to read up in order to do my assignments.

Looking forward to meet my boy for dinner later. =)

Till then.

God bless!

Today is my reborn 3 year old birthday. I have my Lord Jesus with me for exactly 3 years today. =)

For more than 3 years (since sec sch days), something inside me is seeking out to GOD. There is something in me that tells me that if there is indeed a GOD out there, He must be much more than myths... much more than what human can comprehend... much more than this whole big complicated universe.

What do one do if in doubt? Ask, right? So i asked: "If there is a GOD up there, pls hear & answer my prayers", believing that if He is really GOD, He will be able to hear me no matter what. Know what? He did.

I remember those days where only He knows me but i have yet to know Him, i will just silently pray to Him. Nobody knows. Not even my closest friends. That time, my bed was beside the window. I will just look into the night sky, and pray.

These 3 years of my life hasn't been easy. But He made it so much smoother for me. Many times, i know i will not have survived if it hasn't been Him.

He agape love & faithfulness never fails.

So glad i made the right choice 3 years ago, trusting my life unto His hand. I never regret once.

He is God Almighty, my Heavenly Daddy, my Bestest Friend.

May you who has yet to know Him will know Him.

God bless!