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Welcome to Janelle's Journey to Heaven
Saturday, September 17, 2005Y


I'm feeling very sad.

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I hate this word.
i feel like crying.
i am feeling all stress out.
i felt tired... i felt irritated by myself.
what's wrong with me? exam is coming for me... and i'm in such a state. i dun feel like doing anything. i don't. but i know i can't. my emotions is taking over me. i can't let it be! pls... pray for me... pray... thx...

i will still praise God no matter what... for His goodness to me.
I love You.

ends at 9/17/2005 10:21:00 PM

Friday, September 16, 2005Y

?Moody?

Exam is less than 1 week away and i'm still doing nothing much. Feeling super guilty and lazy... leading to moody and stress... :(


I've been doing nothing the whole morning... as in study. HOW??? "oh Lord... motivate me to study..."


Just had my lunch... so bloated now... cos i ate lots of grapes! hmmz...


Feeling rather weak suddenly. When holding my lunch box, it's shaking... hmmz... dunnoe what's wrong.


Having cellgroup meeting tonight. At AMK this time. gOsh... so fAr... *sigh*


Looking forward for tomorrow's service. Richard Roberts coming... healing evangelistic service. yea... gonna see God's power moving! :D



ends at 9/16/2005 02:53:00 PM

Tuesday, September 13, 2005Y
HEART

Where is your heart???

I'm struck by this question.

Our heart can be at a lot of places. It can be with someone else, it can be at your school work. When we're married, our heart will be pour out to our spouse, children, parents, friends, work... and many other things that we are committed to.

Then how about Jesus? Is our heart with Him?

My heart is not just with Him. My heart belongs to Him.

ends at 9/13/2005 08:38:00 PM

Sunday, September 11, 2005Y
Friday ~ Sunday

wheee... nice weather! :D Raining heavily just now... and now the weather very cooling... hee!

Been at home all day long... slacking, studying, tv-ing, tidbit-ing, reading, slping, praying, singing, eating, ironing... etc... lol... :P Having 2 tests on tues... just completed 1 chapter of PQM... 1 more chapter to go... And have some language module test... hope won't be difficult. hMmz...

Friday
Went to school instead cos i need to attach some graphs to my reports. After that went Queenstown to see racket... i finally managed to find PINK badminton racket grip! hehe... been looking for so long... :) After that, Marcus and I went for ice cream (!) at haagen dazs... yUmyUm... then shop at IKEA... always feel like having my own hse when i shop there... those furniture n design... so nice... Had hotdog bread there too... $1.20... super nice... no wonder so many ppl buying and i have friends that told me very nice before...

Had cellgroup at shukwai's hse at teckwhye... 1st time so near my place... haha... Played the Froggy game... quite fun... our cellgroup leader, Bro Tony, lose 3 rounds... so gotta get his "rewards"... lolx...

Saturday
Meet 11am at Paya Lebar for my fyp... zZz... so far... Extracted out the white wine only... and took photos of it... Meet marcus for lunch at that area... had nice wanton mee... ^^ Then shop around a while cos i taking church bus at 3.15pm... and when we wanted to head for MRT, it started raining heavily! :S Waited n wondering how to leave e place... thank God the rain got smaller and we managed to run n hop in a cab... managed to catch the 2nd bus at 3.35pm and reached church on time. =)
Nx week Richard Roberts (son of Oral Roberts) is coming to CHC... will be having a hEaLing evangelistic service. www.chc.org.sg Let me know if u are interested to go okay? and if you have any friends sick etc, welcome to bring them there! :D

Okay, it's getting late for dinner... must go and eat le if not will get fat eating after 8pm... hehe... take care oh...

God bless!

ends at 9/11/2005 07:05:00 PM