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Welcome to Janelle's Journey to Heaven
Saturday, September 03, 2005Y
LOVE

Can u imagine a life without LOVE? A world without LOVE? What would us be like?

LOVE conquer all fears. LOVE makes our lives worth living. LOVE is the source to drive our lives.

In this world, we are told to hate those who hate us, backstab those who did to us, criticise those who doesn't meet up to our personal standards. All these doesn't make us happier. It doesn't help people. It caused fear in r/s. There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves torment. But he who fears has not been made perfect in love. [1John4:18]
But why do people still do that??? Because people are self-centred. But LOVE is: Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails. But whether there are prophecies, they will fail; whether there are tongues, they will cease; whether there is knowledge, it will vanish away.[1Corinthians13:4-8]

Humans seems to be self-centred. We always want the best for ourselves. We want people to know that we are GOOD... that's why criticise comes in. It's always "I, I & I"... and not "others". I suddenly feels the world is so sucky.

But, i'm so glad i'm a child of God. GOD=LOVE. He loves us, care for us, forgives us, help us, cleanse us. He is not selfish! God is Holy and the most High. He is perfect. But when we doesn't meet up to His standards, He doesn't blame us or abandon us or criticise us (but we did tat to ppl). He loves us as much! I am so greatful for His grace and mercy! Hallelujah!
The LORD is gracious and full of compassion, Slow to anger and great in mercy. The LORD is good to all, And His tender mercies are over all His works. [Psalm145:8-9]

Besides that, He gives me FRIENDS (all of u!) to love me, care for me, share my joy n sorrow. How can one live without friends? We are made to fellowship with & love one another!

LOVE is something satan don't have/understand. Satan doesn't understand why Jesus die for us. In this is love, not that we loved God, but that He loved us and sent His Son to be the propitiation for our sins. [1John4:10] Satan doesn't know why we sacrifice for God and listen to Him, that's why satan always tries to confuse us and tempt us to sin. Basically, he don't know LOVE. That is why Jesus said, "A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another; as I have loved you, that you also love one another. 35 By this all will know that you are My disciples, if you have love for one another.” [John13:34-35]

It's so great to love and be love. Thankew all my friends, brothers and sister... for all your LOVE! I praise God for all of u!

I will praise You, O Lord, among the peoples;
I will sing to You among the nations.
For Your mercy reaches unto the heavens,
And Your truth unto the clouds.
[Psalm57:9-10]

ends at 9/03/2005 12:28:00 PM

Friday, September 02, 2005Y
Praise God!

Yippy! I pass my Pharmaceutical test! :D I got 27.5/40...! I thought i will fail... cos that few days very stress so nv study well... n when i do my paper, i find ok-ok... I was having e fear of failing bcos i failed e 1st test. But praise God! He is faithful! I prayed to Him and ask Him to take away all fears n have faith that I will pass bcos i studied and try my very best... and glorify Him. Yes, all this is Jesus' glory! Hallelujah! =)

My Fragrance test also got back le... i got 32/40! Praise God! hehe...

I went for dimsum buffet just now at Dragon Gate... harbor front there... YUMYUM... it was delicious! Nice food! And the price is good... $11.80+++... so one person is $15.50. Marcus and I ate alot! haha... ate 27 'plates' altogether... we had 5 plates of har-gao (1plate got 4!), 3plates of fried wanton, 1 porridge, 2 plates carrot cakes, 2 plates siew-mai, 2plates dunnoewat-feet, 1 plate pork ribs, 1 plate fried hotdog wrap in bread, 1plate fried fish with ketchup, 4 bowls of dessert (lolx)... the rest i cannot rmb... haha... and all is super nice! :D Must thanks jessie for recommendation.

Both of us eat till wanna BOMBA le... so full... :S Talk n joke while eating... lotsa fun~! Must go there again!

Exam is coming in less than 3wks time... wOo... Plan to meet marcus to study 2mlo for tuesday test... Display technology... This yr is better cos out of 6 modules, only 3 modules have exam. pHew~

Now the weather is so nice... rainy... with the "shiii...shiii..." raining sound n the sound of water when vehicles pass by... woo... it'll be great to have my Indo coffee now! hehe... okay... i go drink le... and go rest... my sister having tuition from 4-6pm... zZz... occupied my rOom... >.<

God bless you all! *hUgGies*

ends at 9/02/2005 03:24:00 PM

Tuesday, August 30, 2005Y
Praise the Lord Always!

Just now i'm in mrt, having headache... and today i don't really feel God's presence. So i asked "God, i can't feel You doesn't mean You're not with me. You're keeping quiet also doesn't mean You're not listening to my prayers. So now i ask that you'll heal my headache and let me be assured You're close with me." Instantly, i felt His presence... and when i open back my eyes, my head doesn't ache that much le! Praise the Lord! :D Isn't He amazing? :)

Anyway, today had my PPChem test. Seems like i study le but don't know how to apply. :S Did my best. Exam is coming... must start planning to study seriously le... hMmz...

Okay time for me to rest. 2mlo got role play... dunnoe what are we gonna do... hMmz... hope not too paisae de... then must do FYP... gonna crush grapes again... lolx...

Good nighty! God bless!

ends at 8/30/2005 10:44:00 PM

Sunday, August 28, 2005Y
wHat is wRong with mE?

My 2nd post of the day.

I'm feeling down. stressed. moody. I just wish to sleep n sleep and maybe my mood will be okay when i wake up? I'm stress over the coming test on tues. 4 chapters. Pharmaceutical... i've no idea what is going on. It's a super DRY topic... it's killing me... i dunnoe y i used the word "kill", but i mean it. :( And i know i shld stop grumbling over it, get over my mood and START STUDYING.

why am i so moody? it's been a long time i feel this way. i don't know why. but, i'm gonna study... Jesus would give me strength. hallelujah!

The Lord is a refyge for the oppressed,
a stronghold in times of trouble.
-Psalm9:9-

ends at 8/28/2005 06:31:00 PM

BLUE

why am i feeling so blue early in the morning??? i'm feeling upset... discomfort... moody... depress... angry-attitude although i dunnoe what i am angry about... my favourite colour PINK now seems far away... i'm sad... :(

What's worst is, i'm having Pharmaceutical test on tues. I'm having difficulties at this module. Pls pray for me that my phobia will be gOnEz.

God is so good! He is always lovingly lovely! He just assured me... that no matter what mood i have, He still loves me! Praise Him!

ends at 8/28/2005 08:51:00 AM