Realise

I hope that those who got their 'O' lvl results today are happy with what they score. Btw, i'm dropping by to say some things that i REALISED...on my way back home from train...

2yrs ago was us who went to collect 'O' lvl results. Scared, fear, panick, lost were all that i felt b4 getting it. BUT i remember... i prayed! I dunnoe when i prayed, how i prayed, what i exactly prayed. I did not pray to gods we worship... but to Jesus. (Amen!) The 1st news that came to my group of frens n i when we step into sch was that about half of us failed english. My heart sank. I'm know i'm highly possible to be in that half that failed. My eng grade was always border line pass. I even called my mum to tell her, "haiz... die already...". LOL. To my super big surprise, i passed! n not juz border line case! I'm so shocked in a way... i dunnoe how i did that... i sit for the eng paper n juz felt 'so-so'. It seems so impossible. Now i know... it's by God's grace! He made the impossible possible!

At end of yr1 in poly, we're to be post to different streams specialising on different things, namely Food, Polymer, Industrial Chemistry(IC). Majority of the ppl choose IC as 1st choice... n it's hard to get in. My yr1 results for both semesters were quite bad... n my chance of going into IC is very slim... On the nite we get to noe what stream we're posted to, i'm surprised i got into IC! (Praise God!) n Yes, i did prayed to Him... for a few wks b4 the results were out i guess. I prayed i'll be able to get into IC... I'm once again in a state of surprise n shock. But i remember, He's the 1st one i thank... "thank You God" just blurt out of my mouth, softly. i dunnoe y i did that... but i knew i want to thank Him. I still have that picture in mind clearly... i'm in cinema with my friends, during e chalet at Aloha Loyang... and the movie Spiderman 2 was juz about to start. hahaha...

Wow... God's plan... is so amazing... it just takes time for us to see the whole picture. I'm so glad that i've known Him. "Thank You Jesus~" :)

Psalm 139

1 O LORD, You have searched me and known me.
2 You know my sitting down and my rising up; You understand my thought afar off.
3 You comprehend my path and my lying down, And are acquainted with all my ways.
4 For there is not a word on my tongue, But behold, O LORD, You know it altogether.
5 You have hedged me behind and before, And laid Your hand upon me.
6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; It is high, I cannot attain it.
7 Where can I go from Your Spirit? Or where can I flee from Your presence?
8 If I ascend into heaven, You are there; If I make my bed in hell, behold, You are there.
9 If I take the wings of the morning, And dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea,
10 Even there Your hand shall lead me, And Your right hand shall hold me.
11 If I say, "Surely the darkness shall fall[a] on me," Even the night shall be light about me; 12 Indeed, the darkness shall not hide from You, But the night shines as the day; The darkness and the light are both alike to You.
13 For You formed my inward parts; You covered me in my mother's womb.
14 I will praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made;[b]Marvelous are Your works, And that my soul knows very well.
15 My frame was not hidden from You, When I was made in secret, And skillfully wrought in the lowest parts of the earth.
16 Your eyes saw my substance, being yet unformed. And in Your book they all were written, The days fashioned for me, When as yet there were none of them.
17 How precious also are Your thoughts to me, O God! How great is the sum of them!
18 If I should count them, they would be more in number than the sand; When I awake, I am still with You.
19 Oh, that You would slay the wicked, O God! Depart from me, therefore, you bloodthirsty men.
20 For they speak against You wickedly; Your enemies take Your name in vain.[c]
21 Do I not hate them, O LORD, who hate You? And do I not loathe those who rise up against You?
22 I hate them with perfect hatred; I count them my enemies.
23 Search me, O God, and know my heart; Try me, and know my anxieties;
24 And see if there is any wicked way in me, And lead me in the way everlasting.

I read this yesterday. Just wanna share this with whoever reads my blog... It's so encouraging n wonderful to be assured by Him... that He's always with us no matter when, where, what circumstances we're in. In joy or tears... in love or pain... when sick or well... He is there! He's so powerful YET gentle towards us. He loves us sooo much that it's beyond what we can know. He wants the best for us. He wants to fellowship with us... and... He call us His children! Amen!!! God Bless you... all my friends~ =D