Hi... 2nd entry... after reading a fren's blog... feel quite 'deep' in wat he is saying...

Although i dun noe him well, the supper last yr on Christmas at Greenridge kopitiam let me remember him quite well. He is very gd with jokes... very cheerful... humourous... fun-loving guy a suppose...

But he have 2side in life... What he said is very true... he might think he is alone, but i feel alot of ppl r like him... including me sometimes. We seems to be very happy...laugh all we can till become so crazy... crap around... have lotsa fun... but,when u're back alone... it's another story. Emptyness would slowly empower u... n u'll get worse day by day if u nv do something to help urself. At times, u might not even realise it.

I came across all dis... i can laugh n joke with frens in sch. everything SEEMS perfectly alright for me...already. but when i'm back home alone in my room... i started feeling e emptyness that is DEEP within me. Sometimes i'll cry... or i'll be in a very lousy mood...feeling helpless...
Before i convert, i pour out to my frens...(thx for all those who r there for me!) And sit around by e sea n look at e sky n listen to e waves... letting the wind dry my tears...
After convert, i pray... i also learn to cry to God... to confide in Him... i'm so glad He picked me up... He answered all my doubts, all my qns... so tat i'll be able to move on...

Every1 have his/her bright n dark side in life... it juz depend on how we handle it. For me, i express it out... Some ppl won't... i dunnoe y... diff character bah... But, at e end of e day, it's best to get it settle... or asap... dun tolerate till 'ren wu ke ren'...u'll sure explode!!! :P

okie, i better go slp n get ready to study 2mlo... nitey all... God bless you~!!!~

helloz helloz helloz...

Feeling quite sick now... dunnoe y... shld be going for Prayer & Praise 2nite de... then nv go le... stomach pain... dunnoe y... been a few days le... haiz...

2day paper quite difficult leh... it's straight forward but we dunnoe wat to write... all so many points per qns de... haiz... nvm... hopefully can pass... no more sub-paper...cannot afford to fail! if not muz retake...then gone...

today gonna take a break... have a nice nite... watch tv... ^_^
okie... update again bah... tata... God bless...

hello! all my pals... all having holiday huh? happy le lor... i juz had my 1st paper 2day... haha... Got feel 'xing fu' or not? tsk tsk... :P

Today had BIA paper... been studying since sunday... heng Mr Ho got give survival kit... memorise alot n mostly got come out! Mr Ho rocks! haha... but the module got 2 lecturers... another 1 nv give survival kit, n his topics we all dun really understand... so dun think i'll do well... maybe juz a pass? hopefully better...=)

Meet mum at lot1 for lunch cos she went ntuc buy things. Then wait for sister downstairs... Came home n rest... later going to continue studyyy le... hMmMm... Today muz complete Polymer Chemistry... then 2mlo Material Science hopefully can finish... Nx paper on friday...

Looking forward for nx fri... last paper n i'll be fRee!!! They plan to go some pub n listen songs n drink... heh... nv go b4 with frens... sounds gd... hopefully all ppl can make it! have a cool night out!!!

Do you gurls wanna go KBox? i very long nv SEE u all leh... got miss me? i did miss u guys... hehe... *blUsh* and tat PingMan, dun really meet once a year hor!!! hahaha... Kbox got promo on wkdays i guess... go chinatown de damn cheap n long hrs cos no ppl there de... lol... So hOw??? can can??? or other plans??? tag on e board!!!^_^

okie, i better go bathe n get down to study... have a nicey day!!! God bless all!!!